I WANT TO MAKE MY LAYER VISIBLE.

The essence of GOING THROUGH is GOING WITH IT. It adds something to your personality and at the same time you're adding a part of yourself redesigning the original.

I want to make my layer visible.

Detdigit

REAL AND VIRTUAL.

When you yell: "It is not real! It is virtual!" you're mostly making a value judgment. Is that a realistic outlook in an era in which simulations are everywhere around us?

For me A VIRTUAL WORLD is A REAL WORLD IN MY MIND.
Virtual is not physical tangible, but I think you have to judge everything on its own merits.

Detdigit

THAT FRIGHTFUL DREAM.

And again there is that frightful dream. A stair whose end never is showing up and I climbing. There is just one choice: keeping up my pace.
I awake totally exhausted casting doubt on whether I ever will reach my goal.

What that goal is?
Collect information, improve my mind, hit upon something alarming and create new situations.

Detdigit

I PICTURE DESIRES.

The pink shore of the morning sea and the cloudless sky brilliant blue delude me. I enjoy breathtaking panoramas.

Later on I realize that what I see are my fantasies, my memories. I picture desires and feelings, things half seen.
I know how to fashion an image of beauty combining impressions, combining the days.

Detdigit

SO FAR IT'S NOT THE REAL THING.

So many possibilities obtrude me. It's hard to choose. First events have the impact of a long-life history. What follows will be a mixture of travel on, drift away, expand, disagree, elaborate and deny.
The first step is the leading tone for everything, even if it's a dissonant. Was my walk with Baltim a good idea? It was an impulse and it determines our relation for the rest of the stay.

It seemed so easy, buying a house start and just go on to attain my goal. In reality there is a wide gap between start and finish. Will my guests point out to me that my events are at random and is that negative? I'm a wizard in avert doubts and hedge myself against fiasco's.

Excitement has to predominate.
Incompleteness will give an illusion of nearness.

Detdigit

Sitting down on the shore I try to collect my thoughts. My soul is agitated. I'm running around already for hours?
I'm gonna do it. That is what spins round in my head, I'll execute all the plans circling around. My attempt to restrain myself from taking two steps at the same time has failed. I will have to save myself in flight. I will land somewhere somehow..

the roamer

An emotion that verges on panic comes over me. I should stay forever boxed up in my hide-a-way if I could. I try to deny that the outside world still exists, but I know someday I will be part of it again.
Last night I couldn't sleep, my head was full of a rich idea. My body will stay on Suwarrow Island; I roam the world just with my mind.

the roamer ,member of timecircle community.